ahhhh~ everybody is leaving meeee..!

Great dinner with Nick, Jiva and lovely French couple before I left for India


Oh yeah, now i'm back to the real world. World that I have to sit in front of computer all day all night. Jiva went back to England with bigggest backpack I've ever seen :-)) Too bad no photo of Jiva's bag here ..hehe

Raj called yesterday to say good bye too. He was going back to Varanasi. How sweet to hear that next time I go Varanasi. There's always place for me at his place and I'll go back as 'friend' not customer. That's really sweet of you Raj, Thanks a lot. I don't know what to say :-) And Diana is probably in Chiangmai now.

Soren left for Cambodia today. Ah! you see!? everyone is leaving me indeed!

And my lovely Thai friends are all busy with their works. Or just simply vanishing with no news.

Clients are waiting for projects to be done. Now i'm totally confused that what I've been paying my friend to do when I was in India? When I came back it seems that nothing has been done at all. Just like when I left but even more confusing because now I don't know where to start!

I gotta stop working for this client. He's too crazy. No one calls at my 'home' number just to nag for an artwork. Email is great technology why doesn't he learn to use it? Sorry now I'm getting bitchy..lol

One of friends is getting married but his bride is not really in love with him anymore (what the fuck?) It's so weird that I will have to go to the wedding that couple don't really feel like it is right idea to get married. But they just can't turn their backs and run away. Show must go on. Damn, this sucks.



I found out that my best friends in India are sort of fighting now for some silly reasons. I'm really tired of this. I wanna go to back to see all of my friends. Not one of my friend. *sigh*

Now there're...1.. 2....3 ..4 projects to be done ( 2 big ones) one of them I really wanna get rid off it. It's been pain in the ass for over a month and they've been complaining as if it's my fault.

For Marriott is pretty big project. And I can't fuck this up. Need to talk to a programmer quick! This Monday is deadline. Aww.. that sounds quite depressing.

A few more I still have to sort them out. Damnit.. what a headache.

Called Poon today if she got some time. I don't wanna be alone..man! she's just TOO BUSY ah ..crap.. when I need friends they're always busy busy busy.

Next week is my birthday. Guys, give me hugs. I'll need them :-)